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in loving memory.... the passing of one so 'familiar'...

6/8/2015

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rest in peace - photo by weaver © 2015rest in peace sweet, sweet soul...
​Ms. Murphy Gray 
1999 - 2015

fa·mil·iar 
fəˈmilyər/Submit 
adjective
1. well known from long or close association.
2. in close friendship; intimate.


Gee, time flies!  It's already been a month since my sweet 'familiar' Murphy passed away suddenly (on the evening of May 8th, 2015)...

Good ol' Murph was in my life for 16+ years... that's a long time that overlapped a few pachas in my own life... it's hard to believe she's truly gone - i have to admit it all happened a tad too fast...

Murph was a constant heart-presence in my life... she especially loved being a part of sacred drum-birthing and all aspects of it... She would tend and hold space for the soaking hide whenever i was birthing a drum and enjoyed the sound whenever i played... she even liked the sound of the rattle...

holding space while a hide soaksholding space while a hide for a new sacred drum soaks...
Since she passed, our house is a lot more quiet in a funny, strange way... Her usual routine is completely gone now, which has some getting used to... I truly miss her being with me in every moment when i was home... we were best 'familiar' buddies on so many levels... we knew each other so well...

My heart feels much hurt tho also so full at the same time - an interesting feeling it is....... one i can only breathe through connecting me deeply...

And so, we now feel her spirit in a whole new way... my partner and i sense her often now in her 'familiar' spots where she snoozed, played, lounged and ate... i have caught her in the corner of my eye a lot - we know she is still with us... and always will be...

Picturei wanna come too!...
Murph, my sweet little four-legged... i really miss you... i miss your constant talking... your sleek Russian-Blue grayness immense beauty... our high-five's, playing 'Kato'-chase... and how much you taught me about deep love of the heart in any given present moment... thank you for this dear gift sweetie........

I know you're lounging in your usual Sphinx-fashion somewhere over the rainbow bridge... i honour you... i will never forget you...

i love ya boo! - your 'familiar' spirit, 
weaver x (((o)))

grief mesa
all photos of dear ms. murphy by weaver... © copyright - all rights reserved x (((o)))
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